My life has suddenly turned bitter.
I wake up and find that my heart is empty. There is emptiness and desolation all around. I walk in the desert of life looking at every person around as if in a dream.
Is this the precursor of the blues? The darkness in me which turns everything grey, threatens to totally drown me.
Its hard to breathe and I wonder if I am clinically depressed.
But then life goes.
A lifeless sun rises and sets culminating a lifeless day. Day after day after day.
Will joy ever return to my life?
That’s the question I ask!
Maybe.. maybe not.
And I just manage to survive.
The times are tough and this is my life.
Is this the precursor of the blues? The darkness in me which turns everything grey, threatens to totally drown me.
Its hard to breathe and I wonder if I am clinically depressed.
But then life goes.
A lifeless sun rises and sets culminating a lifeless day. Day after day after day.
Will joy ever return to my life?
That’s the question I ask!
Maybe.. maybe not.
And I just manage to survive.
The times are tough and this is my life.
And people call me arrogant. Maybe I am too blind to see my own arrogance or they misrecognize. Whatever be it they cause me to think over my actions. And I blow holes in my own defence.
When can I find joy?
Will announce when I can feel happy again.
Bye
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